different paths.

have you ever had a day where you were handed two options,

and from those two options came two totally different paths?

i can think of a few times this has happened to me.

but today, it was almost ironic how quickly it all happened.

while at work at the bank i felt my phone vibrate in my back pocket.

when i got the chance i checked it and saw that i had a voicemail.

it was my old boss telling me to come in and talk to him.
(meaning he wanted me to work for him again.)

sidenote: i left by choice, to work at the bank.

so after listening to the call i started thinking to myself.

about all the things that would change, and the things that would stay the same.

i had been wanting this for awhile because things weren't going so smoothly for me at my current job.

then, interrupting my thoughts, the phone rang and i answered.

it was my boss at the bank.

calling to ask if i would call when my shift was over so they could talk to me about a new position.

a position that i had asked about quite awhile back.

so basically, i have two options in front of me.

an old position. and a new position.

you all kind of know i have my issues with my current job.

but this is a step forward, right?

something that would look good on the resume perhaps?

if i take it, i am committing to at least 6 months more at the bank.

given that choice a few months ago i would have ran away screaming.

but i also cant seem to help but think, taking my old job would be like taking a step backwards.

and i dont think i am in any position to be taking backward steps.

decisions, decisions.

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